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Poetry

kill yourself day.

he one time told me
“you’re the best thing at this party”
and i was like okay baby
lets bring this back to my place
stare at my green eyes, while touching my face
find a cure for cancer. mend a broken leo
he wasn’t the first scorpio
but he could be the last
with you i can do anything!
that lasted the day–
ended so fast

now i’m “lazy”
“can’t find a proper way to say this
but you’re so dramatic”
“i’ve had it”
“don’t criticize me”
“you dish it, can’t take it”
speaking of
“i washed the dishes
that’s called words of affirmation”
“see i do love”
you never loved me
you just liked the idea of me
and look see, here i’m done.

she one time told me
“i can’t know you off the chat”
and i couldn’t get myself to reconcile that
but we brought it back to jenna’s
did the hanging chad–
we were in tandem
bend my will at random. kill me for the fandom
it’s not my first rodeo
and it wouldn’t be the last
with death i can do anything!
that lasted the day–
an entire fucking eternity.

he never loved me
he just liked the idea of god
and look see, here i’m gone.