Sad Girl.

I’m sorry I’m so used up
I was important but I fused up–
Inside myself
And I’m by myself
Forever it seems
Been bursting at the seams
To be a bad girl
But I’m a sad girl.

I was trying to be all but used.
Couldn’t contain–
The used container
Couldn’t believe–
The used believer
Would ever rat about me
Would ever talk about me
That little girl
That couldn’t walk
Cuz they broke her legs
Legs that were made of chalk
Like what she wrote in the sky
And promised back all, but a lie
They would save her
from the mean ones in her eye.
So she made a friend
Who would talk to her,
Let her fly
And now we think, but
We don’t think
We just know.
That that girl should go
Because she’s a slut
And forever we go–

Fucking
Forever we go.
Fucking
Forever we go.

I’m a sad girl.

I was born bringing pain, girl.
Saw my future
Brought some rain
But I’m a sad girl
Just a sad girl
A little prostitute girl
A little desolate girl
A little me
Couldn’t be
Hurtful to a you
Who was bigger than me
But like a spider to a female
You lost your shit
Lost your handle
Now I’m a sad girl

I’m a bad girl.

For existing
Sad girl
For believing
I’d ever get out
Just a sad girl
But your bad girl
Beliefs are all but
On yourself—
Cuz I’m a sad girl
A perfect pristine
Beautiful girl
Dying
Sad girl
Just a sad girl
Made to believe something
Mad girl.

I’m a sad girl.