Met my boyfriend down at the taco truck
Pass me my vape, I’m feeling sick, I need to take a puff
Jimmie, Jimmie, cocoa puff
Imagine if we gave a fuck?
Wouldn’t that be something to be able
To talk to us?
Still dreaming Pacific blue in sweater weather
Although it seems I’ve gotten better
“I’m still fallin’ into you”
But I can be violent too
That’s why they called me river rat Lolita
When I got down like Santa Clarita
Don’t come find me in the street, I’ll–
I’ll go crazy, baby
Read my gold chain–it says, “Jesse’s Girl”
When I’m bratty, it’s just Alyssa’s world
Blood on my feet
On the street
And I’m dancing crazy
like the evil queen in Snow White
I hope you’re doing alright.
Bang bang, kiss kiss.
You heard my baby’s back in town now
Like a weeping willow
We’ll be hanging around now
You should come over
Back to the creek
Where we would meet
We’re getting colder now
because we’re older, now
But we’re still little freaks
Bang, bang, kiss, kiss.
Print my blood red into black and white pages, baby
You don’t faze me, Honey
Before you talk, let me stop what you’re saying–
I know,
I know,
I know that you hate me
You see today I got up so early
And then, I took a shower
I was able to go back to sleep for half an hour
So that rocked.
I had this dream where
I died.
Bang bang, kiss kiss.
You heard my baby’s back in town now
Like a weeping willow
We’ll be hanging around now
You should come over
Back to the creek
Where we would meet
We’re getting colder now
because we’re older, now
But we’re still little freaks
Bang, bang, kiss, kiss.
Me myself, I like diamonds
My Jesse, blood and clover
Oh God, I miss him on my lips
On the stoop with the neighborhood kids
Saying –
Bang, bang, kiss, kiss
Bang, bang, kiss, kiss
Calling out
Bang, bang, kiss, kiss
While I was singing –
Love me if you love me not,
You can be my light
Jesse only love me when he wanna get high
Jesse only love me when he wanna get high
Print my blood red into black and white pages, baby
You don’t faze me, Honey
Before you talk, let me stop what you’re saying–
I know,
I know,
I know that you hate me
Bang, bang, kiss, kiss
You know,
You know,
You know you miss this.
“I saw alyssa with a flower for Jesse, she was plucking out the petals, she was saying, “he loves me, he loves me not. Thank God flowers can’t talk, what would you say? ‘Fuck that hurts. Fuck that hurts as well. Fuck, leave me alone. I’m no longer pretty… and he loves you fucking not. I could have told you that I had an even number of petals. Fuck you flower and Jesse.’”
Jimmie saw some land
and made a couple grand
ran away
While we got high with crayons…
Bang, bang, kiss, kiss
You know,
You know,
You know you miss this.
Hey Alyssa.
Are you all done? Can you come out now?
