found you in a place
to make you relate
to tha k8.
you were tha k8 marryer
i was the todd carrier
put you on my shoulders
and made you a taller man.
taught you how to snowboard
taught you how to believe in yourself
made sure you never bleed or believe for your. self.
just sitting on a shelf.
like tha k8 saw my cat
just sitting on my porch
i saw you
driving in a porsche
in my dreams
but maybe it was real.
maybe i would steal
you away.
but i can’t
cuz tha k8.
that ain’t hot
made you a man
that ain’t hot.
for a moment.
and now i’m sitting here
conversing with myself
waiting for the end
trying to mend
my broken heart
because nobody ever loved me
nobody ever cared
nobody ever even noticed me ever
because tha k8 said
and i quote:
“bigger for and free.”
and then also:
“i feel my thoughts
i see the world
through a bird’s eyes.”
what a surprise
the birds demise
was eaten by the cat that k8 stole
from my porch
look how i wrapped it up
perfectly.
tha k8.
(also, she’s the vagina taser.)
