The waxing Saturn square hurts.

And in that moment you feel like you could never go back to loving yourself. You will never be young again, and the real sorrow sets in.

The Saturn opposition takes everything.

There’s a throbbing pain, disillusionment, and the questioning of existence. Why am I here? Who are these people? What do they want from me?

The waning Saturn square rips your heart out.

You look at yourself, and realize your life is in shambles. You pick yourself up in agony, and try again. But love–love no longer exists, at least as far as you know or care to know.

The Saturn Return makes you better.

You finally feel like you can love yourself, now that you have seen that nothing can break you.

And then you are born again.

Only to do it again. But you are better at it now.