Pisces:
Your soul and your shame’s authority over you
12H:
the soul or shame that you create yourself
12H lord:
where you put that soul or shame in your life
Neptune:
how your soul and shame transmit
Becoming your sun sign:
Unconditional love will turn your shame around, and give the gift of being who you always wanted to be. Instead of pushing through Saturn regularly, you will live in the happiness of your Sun sign, who you were born to be.
Becoming your moon sign:
Selling your soul is living in, or giving into the shame that the 12th house planetary ruler is trying to hide, by going public with it, all for the sake of your career or public image. This causes you to lose your fear (Saturn) altogether, as you are now completely living a life where you nurture yourself, instead of producing good product to advance civilization–out of fear or love. If you do this you will live in negative traits of your moon sign, as your chart has 5 empty houses now. This is 666. You can see the robotic and empty, or soulless look in someone’s eyes who has done this.
Moon in Pisces or 12H:
The negative traits you will omit AKA The seven deadly nurturing responses
1. Lust/Asexual or robotic
2. Gluttony/indifferent to others opinion
3. Sloth/pretending to have achieved
4. Pride/neglectful of self
5. Greed/deceptively altruistic-leaches off others
6. Wrath/overly compensative
7. Envy/don’t accumulate
Your moon is what neglected the shame in the first place. So you admit that your mother was right in making you feel hurt and there is no use in fighting against it. You allow the shame to penetrate and you give up the fight, so that you can put more energy into nurturing your public image.
Aries: quickly swings from independent to needy, overly spontaneous and reckless, quick to anger
Taurus: stubborn to a fault, gluttonous and overindulgent in all things, binge and purge, constant need to prove their attractiveness
Gemini: know it all, talks over and through everyone
Cancer:
Leo: Arrogant and prideful, constant need for loyalty, demanding respect and glory
Virgo: gossipy, depressed, constant need for reassurance, operates between being boring and overly ambitious and funny
Libra: an aggressive need for balance, but a meekness that has an inability to disrupt the energy in a room, lost
Scorpio: neglectful and wasteful of self and others, especially neglectful of animals, acts out the opposite gender’s qualities
Sagittarius: distant and aloof, need to get away from it all but never leaves, pill popper or drug addict in order to experience “higher planes of consciousness”
Capricorn: need for power and money, blind need to be the best, always feels like the underdog even when powering up on someone
Aquarius: oversharing whatever’s on their mind, distant with feelings and touch, awkward around others, robotic
Pisces: Delusions of grandeur and a superiority complex, followed by irrational confusion
Your 12H shame:
Aries: you are impulsive, and can’t control your urges to satisfy your spontaneous needs, no one can handle you
Taurus: you are gluttonous, lazy, unstable and superficial
Gemini: you’re a nutcase and no one wants to hear you talk and talk about nothing and everything
Cancer: you’re incredibly moody and untrustworthy, your feelings are too much for people
Leo: you’re full of yourself and need constant attention, you’re too much for everyone and annoying
Virgo: you’re boring and everyone is judgmental of you, they want you to achieve something you can never reach
Libra: you’re unbalanced and unattractive to the opposite sex, you’ll be alone forever because no one could ever love you
Scorpio: other people’s energy is too much for you, so you don’t care about other people, and then they don’t like you, when someone pulls you close, you run away
Sagittarius: you are not in touch with reality, your dreams are stupid, and you’ll never amount to anything
Capricorn: you are hated by everyone, they want to destroy you or take what you have as their own
Aquarius: you’re untouchable, and weird, no one likes you or wants to get close to you
Pisces: you are delusional, no one gets you, you’re all over the place and freak out over nothing
Lord of the 12H in:
1st: Nurture. take care of yourself and your appearance.
2nd: Fear. Acquire resources and assets to prove you’re stable. Do what you have to do to get by and protect your future.
3rd: Mind. Constantly workout and stretch your conscious mind to be happy so that others want to be around you and know how great you are
4th: Nurture. Protect yourself from your shame through creating self sustaining energy. You don’t care who gets hurt in the process as your job is not to make them happy, it’s to be reborn again and again from the ashes, through your own inner strength
5th: Fear. Hold on to your creations in fear that everyone will know your soul
6th: Nurture. The shame penetrates into your neurological system giving you migraines or anxiety. This can cause an OCD like tick inside you to immediately take care of an “external problem” that doesn’t exist. Saving yourself from pain by putting the causer on something or someone else.
7th: Fear. Connect frantically with another soul, even if the soul is bad, so that you are not alone with your shame, believing you cannot handle yourself by yourself
8th: Nurture. psychopath, you meticulously control it by carving out a niche for yourself where you can put yourself to good use and never let the shame out of your sight
9th: Mind. put that shame into studying larger concepts. You believe that if others can see your scholarly higher education or superior mind, they will forget what you hide.
10th: Fear. Your shame drives you to a prominent place in society
11th: Nurture. project the shame on to acquaintances and work relationships. Set goals to be better than them. Everyone is coming after you, and you’re just doing the best you can. You are then able to selflessly nurture the problem that they caused around you.
12th: Fear. You feel your shame very deeply and desire to have others connect to it. So you are always putting yourself out into the world, faults and all.
