i’d have you.

contemplating your temptations what the fuck is up with your trepidations to make out is…

I was wondering what went down when I went to sleep. To dream of black…

hey Eva Green why do you look so mean what’s wrong is it me? is…

i’m trying to remember you. trying to think clearly about the things that are true…

This how to craft a perfect cocktail All hail The queen first, put it in…

He was wrapped up in my sweater It wasn’t the weather But he was wrapped…

12 thousand battles you all shake like rattles like i told you i’m shattered and…

and to the next we plead come down this road with me wait until the…

i was born from a thunder storm like the last shall be first and the…

I’m Gonna Try to Write a Song FUCK I ALREADY WROTE THIS ONE. So please…

thanks for being there you know you got me out of her hair i said…

How dare you say that my behavior’s unacceptable So condescending, unnecessarily critical I have the…

the abomination that causes desolation.  So when you see me standing in the holy place,…

I’m so hungry i could eat a bulldozer or some confetti NEAT. and i’m laughing…

banded together under a weight of a thousand suns letters to better ourselves and we’ll…

We were thrown on a long sleeping bag full of poetry like you know when…

1. Don’t touch the cat and then eat food. 2. Like a hole in the…

He just is. Hey Alyssa, do you want to have coffee sometime? Are you still…

I used to write the truth and they deleted it. fancy words from my mouth…

Shroyer over your shoulder. I said, “do not be the one to see.” Hover over…

The time has come the woman said To talk of all the times You could…

We aren’t eating anymore Starved our bodies At parties Saved the best for this end….

I know where the bodies were buried. Off the planetarium in Chicago. Where the sand…

From prom to homecoming That I never went to Because I was too much of…

Like heidi Found a world for her When her grandpa died And she wondered If…

We met in the back of the library What a coincidence. A Cahwinkidink. A Cowinki….

mistook my misdirection. as hard to get. my mind is at your mercy. it’s hard…

like how did i miss america 1995 dreaming of something and being beautiful to my…

For some like you It’s hard to understand How a beauty can become a beast…

I know you don’t know me But my names Alyssa Sharpe In 12 years I’ve…

“I have an open mind” they said, but they listen to mainstream instead- This propaganda…

What you can do to someone, when you know their mind. Never lift a finger,…

Forget this now And everything. Forget the way it breathes The joke is in the…

four years ago i started a blog. october 2006 to be precise. four years ago…

When I was a little girl I found a place inside my dreams It was…

The night has come For last goodbye The final kiss The final lie The sky…

You are here but you are absent I am whole and I am vacant No…

I can see right through you I can be inside of you And where is…

You’re such a perv walking around with your sleeves rolled up like that your forearms…

So you watch the old movies Where men were being groovy And children were cuties…

“should i marry airy?” he said to me one monday it was crying rain outside…

i don’t think anyone knows this the way i know it. but you could walk…

underdeveloped undercovers in love with each other eating food off one another don’t die so…

first, put it in your mouth then take it out and tell it that it’s…

trying to find a high five, like i got when i was nine. told you…

i’m sorry to him that never tasted a lie. like i’m all into him– but…

dear brett pentecost, i can’t believe the life you lost for merely raping me. like…

whenever he said he’d name it– he always would try to frame it, i miss…

i reach out i know i’m still pretty maybe more now cuz i’m not old…

can you sleep next to me like brandon? he had his arm under my neck,…

i had a dream but it was real i met you last month and you…

she said, “boy you know take off your clothes i’ve got nothing to lose but…

i was going to be famous by 15, dead at 30. look ma i made…

i’m going to declaw you. because for some reason your claws are relentless. like worse…

1, 2- she gave me puke juice 3, 4- then locked the door 5, 6-…

people really think this is end game that nothing ever changes and they are the…

everything i write is a hit. i have some dumb shit, but it’s still better…

everything i write is a hit. i have some dumb shit, but it’s still better…

my mom tortured me. my dad futured me. and all of you confused me with…

i write so many taylor songs you would think i was a poetic lyricist. i…

i know you said it– i’m sorry “i’m better” but i won’t let her try…

i wonder if my name has ever crossed your mind? even for a second? i…

HIM: I’m sorry your mom cut you like that. ME: Why do you say sorry…

come get me. alyssa sharpe britney spears chelsea dagger my friend, amy sterne owns crystal…

My head is a subject of scrutiny, it is 23 inches around, which coincidentally is…

Sun stare, don’t care with my head in my hands thinking of a simpler time…

I successfully laundered a billion dollars with todd hybels through a megachurch in the northwest…

marilyn is my birth mother. my father is my father– he’s tech. AF. i know…

“hands on the locker” is a game Dane made up. one day– he just threw…

all beautiful and smart women are waitresses. your wives can’t even try to hold plates with…

i’ve been to all the best restaurants in chicago. because of the men i’ve dated….

the best restaurants in chicago are through. I WANT TO MOVE. but it was always…

cough it up to one last night. driving home in the daylight. wishing i could…

i know you think it was a fluke that someone choked on some puke. but…

two girls from 7 different universes lie within me. the me i am, and the…

dear south barrington megachurch elite golf club swingers, may i ask you a question? would…

::is what we used to call you:: she’s coming over? oh shit? who is it?…

remember when we kicked your dad off the stage from being drunk and not behaved…

1st: high class prostitute 2nd: slut 3rd: take it up the butt. 4th: share me,…

it’s a thing you can share me. i went to prom with two men and…

don’t do anything boring. just run away with me serving, bartending the job you don’t…

i don’t know. it just does.

i use to launder money for the laKnives. names changed to to protect their lives….

i made out with a whole lot of men i wrote a poem about it…

i wondered why it took you, nick so long to say you liked my eyes….

i wondered why you didn’t buy me Dixon Ticonderoga®. or why you never asked me…

i used to have friends. some came in my first universe and lasted until the…

I WAS LIKE GOOD GOD MOM i’m a writer i can converse in words put…

he one time told me “you’re the best thing at this party” and i was…

i was on that dennis rodman shit rebounding for the thrill of it couldn’t find…

Saved our picture from that night I was alone, i didn’t fight Put it underneath…

i’m in fucking LOVE. i wish that you knew i was in love with the…

I AM SO SAD ABOUT MY LIFE like no other. i can’t believe you– that…

i am in love with you (212) for your picture penetrates my brain. like, TOTALLY….

kill. my fucking mom in the fucking VOMIT. from the comet and bleach sterilize the…

i cut a hole in a magazine saw your picture in a movie screen went…

i can’t get manic because of my mother. any other brother, wouldn’t even bother. ADAM!…

there was once a day, i believed in fate. didn’t care to look, just as…

sometimes the only thing you know is fear. and sometimes i’m a lot for you…